05-04-04

starbucks, maybe you should make it a double

“God willing, the day will come when bodies of Americans and Jews will be dragged, humiliated and trampled in the Arabian Peninsula, and with them their tyrants and allies,”

sitting in starbucks today i was reading about the attacks in the oil company that killed five people. Saudi Arabia is alittle to close to Qatar for comfort to me, but at the same time how much of this should i take to heart and how much of this is journalistic spin. I don’t know. What do i want?

Yesterday Mary and i got lost in suburbia hell, every road we turned down was “no outlet” and every house a replica in a mini-martha stewart and prozac fashion. By the time we found our way out I was in hysterics screaming something about a martini and never leaving the city limits again. We winded up finding our way back to civilization through the back parking lot of a Babies-R-Us. Was this what i had to look forward to?

Leslyn and Terry are celebrating their ten year wedding anniversary…in Toldeo. Ten years, they have a wonderful life if you are into that whole suburbia scene, but ten years, wow. Most of the guys i meet I can’t even take for ten minutes, ten months has never happened…ten years?

So here I am with my center rocked again, where am i heading, i realized, despite the fact of being in Pittsburgh for about 4 months now it was time for a change whether i wanted to or not. My lease is up in June. Its time for a new apt, a new job and hopefully some new trouble. Going to look at a splendid place tomorrow in Mt. lebanon again. Working on my resume this weekend, next weekend it is job hunting time again. I don’t think i really want to go to Qatar after all.