03-05-07

Retrospect-ish

Oh the “-ish”, for old times sake. Looking back through the pages and pages of previous blogging between this one and the 2003 one, I’m amused. I begin to see glimmers of things that I supposably lost over the ages: strength, heart, confusion, innocence (he he he…truthfully though, the ability to let myself be hurt) and I wonder if they all cannot be found within me still. I don’t see myself in the same light as the girl I read about. There is a level of chaos that was there that’s been replace by responsibility. Have I choosen to hide myself behind my family? Is there a way to break back out of this?