03-05-07

Now what?

So now I don’t even know what to do. Hopefully writing this will give me some sort of insight. I just called David to see if he had my ATM card (which is not suppose to be) because I found a twenty dollar charge on my account from today. Since I was working from home and hadn’t left, something was up. I called. He was upset. “I just got pulled over…ran a stop sign…yada, yada, yada.” ANOTHER $150. I just got done reconsidering kicking him out from the last stint he pulled…lossing $140 at the fucking black jack table in three hours and lying about hitting my account for the cash. And the one before that… laying in bed curled up with a friend with his hand on her ass. And before that…$2,000 in credit card debt in two weeks. And before that…more money shit. And before that…more girl shit. And before that…dropping out of classes. And from when it started last summer when he all but dissappeared the week or two he went to the Koch cup, rarely called, talked non-stop about some chick when he did and finally came home and announced that he would be joining the Coast Guard (just like the some chick was in). Fuck him, fuck his some chicks and fuck his funding. His is out screwing around while I bust my ass working and can’t even pay my student loans.