06-23-04

I thrive on monotony

Sitting at the library…scanning a box of historical photographs for the Library and the Historical Society. It is extremely peaceful and i love not having to deal with people right now. Besides, it is one way of learning about your community, just you know, how it was fifty years ago…not really today. Don’t care, it is getting my mind off of other matters.

For starters…the second degree burns on my knees…which my skirt is sticking too. ouch.

And then there is the usual boy things…me getting burnt, me getting tired, me getting over it. Me taking a vow of celibacy (masterbation doesn’t count as sex right?) I realized the sad but true fact yesterday, my most faithful lover, with me since the era of John has been my virator. I begin to feel guilty about shoving it back in the bottom of my closet…thinking it may just require a place of prominence thus being the man of the household. Thinking of tacking it to the wall. Might be alittle odd to those who enter my house but i am not giving it enough respect, where else does it belong?

READS: Sarah, the first book of the canaan trilogy…love this author, artsy, poety AND establishing international peace talks. This book is just as fabulous.