05-14-04

GM Joe

So I have been working at La Strada for about meh…three or four months and I had yet to talk to GM Joe beyond the normal “hihowareya” deal. Beth gave me a goal a few weeks back to talk to him, i failed, stating that i did how ever touch him, on the back, as i passed him even though there was plenty of room to fit around without doing that, and that that should count. I won by default.

So today I talked with Joe. He talked of his nieces and nephews and his puppy. Damn him. Talk of gibberish talk of nonsense dont talk of kids and puppies. My heart melted. I spite him. I spite me for not being able to ask him out. grrr. He always has this far off look in his eyes, kind of like the one I have in candid photos, i always wonder what is going through his head. he would be interesting to talk to.

So today Joe gave me a glass of water. I never wanted to let go of that glass of water, it was the best tasting water ever, i even drank it without lemon. I was up at the bar eating lunch with Natalia (how spoiled am I? Four star cuisine everyday!) and he was grabbing her a soda water and asked me what I wanted. swoon.

OMGIamsoinlovewithhimiwanttomarryhimandhavehisbabiesandpuppiesandlivehappilyeverafterandgrowoldwithhim. Yep, i feel like i am twelve again. Or I could just kiss up on his neck for a few minutes and maybe fuck him pushed up against the wall in the coat room. That would be fine too, eventhoughihatethatdirtydirtyword.