05-18-04

lightning

The storm past by, I rushed home amongst a swirl of grey and lightning as the wind whipped through the buildings and it got incrimentally darker. Flower guy stopped by my work today. I actually had a chance to see what he looked like and I must say, he is a beautiful human. He has gorgeous eyes and he is relatively fair skinned. He asked me to go out with him tonight but had to cancel later when his business partner and him had to run to Cleveland OH. So in the end we agreed to meet tomorrow, which doesn’t really work for me since I am suppose to meet Steve tomorrow for a movie. Steve has a meeting-day today, so I will try to push Troy for tonight instead. If not no big deal, he is off on Friday, I will just move it to then. Meeting Devil Boy for a late lunch on Thursday.

I have been working on my vector’s. I am comfortable with the program, now I really need to develope a style. I spent ten hours yesterday working on one of a friend of a not so friend, but the colors in the original photo are gorgeous, the girl is gorgeous and her writings are gorgeous so I couldn’t resist. Of course I needed to pull myself out of the trance every few hours and grab a cold shower. Its horrible, it really is, everytime that time of the month or the assumed alotment of that time rolls around I want to run my tounge over some female’s neck and lay my lips on their shoulders and wrap my arms around their waists. Grrr. No females, bad! The fact this girl is wounderfully talented doesn’t help my cause either. Females are neurotic, anyone who dates them is neurotic…but is fingertips over hipbones considered “dating”? GAWD!!!!

Natalia is looking for another hostess, she wants to give me more responsibility at work when she leaves to Europe in July but I hope I won’t be there in July and I don’t have the heart to tell her yet. I’ll give her my two weeks as soon as I find out I have another job. She knows I am looking for another part time position. But I failed to mention another FT, 30 grand + benefits position.